The Daily Nation, is a local paper here. I subscribe to their mobile service so that I get text messages of late-breaking news. Usually headlines are of corruption in government, or yet another fatal traffic accident. However, yesterday
morning during church service a message came that made me stop and think…
“ ONE WORSHIPER (sic) dead, ten others seriously injured in a grenade attack at God House of Miracle Church in Nairobi, Ngara area.” read more
The attack was credited to Al Shabaab, the Somali branch of Al Qaeda. I know last week the American Embassy put out an alert that there was an increased danger and for Americans to be alert about their personal safety. And yes, I appreciate the comments from several of you on that issue.
Foreign-field missionaries often talk about “counting the cost” and there are many – leaving family, the sacrifices of living in a country that is not your own, etc. Yet, this brings things to a whole new level. I remember just before leaving the USA having to make sure that I had all the legal paperwork in place. At the somewhat tender age of 34 (depends on your perspective) I’m having to contemplate my death.
Am I ready to face that? Am I really in a place that I can say, “If I die tomorrow, I’ll be happy with the legacy I’ve left? Have I made an impact for His Kingdom instead of my own ambitions?”
So many questions that have no good answers. All I know is this; Jesus has called me and His call is this: “Take up your cross and follow me.” * Being a disciple of Christ is not for the faint of heart, for we are told unless we are willing to give up everything we cannot be called His disciples. Luke 14:26-33
Then why do it? Because the eternal is greater than the temporal. What is gained is impossible to measure against what is lost. We are made for the eternal and this life is but a brief dot at the beginning. I choose to invest in the eternal where I will spend the majority of my life, rather than making sure I’m comfortable in this short time I will be on the earth. St. Paul puts it this way “The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God…”
Looking death in the face is not fun, but I have the hope of eternity with Him. My goal is to “…have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by Life or by death. For to me to live is Christ and to die is gain.” Philippians 1:20-21
*Matthew 16:24-27, Mark 8:34-38, Luke 9:23-26